my profound spiritual experience, michelle, ga

Below is a story from a client that I would like to share. It is a very profound and life altering experience that may help you get a better understanding of the 'Other Side'.

Soooo... This happened about 13yrs ago.  I was under a lot of stress and being that I held very little value of myself back then, I was allowing myself to be swallowed up by it all. My ex-husband and I had a messy argument and he left, for 3 days. Because I held no value in myself except in relation to others, I spiraled into a deep depression. I don't think I ate those days, I remember writhing on the floor with no end to the tears. During the day I was depressed and during the night I couldn't sleep because of the anxiety. By day three I was beginning to feel a little paranoid because I had spent all those day hanging on to nothing but my fears. I decided to call a friend, later in the conversation I said "Laura something is about to happen, I can feel it. It's not a bad thing but it's something big!" I hung up and I grabbed my grandmothers rosary and put it around my neck (don't know why?). I called my ex-husband and told him to get over right away. All of a sudden

 I felt a huge surge of energy but it was not anxious energy. I looked around my bedroom and walking into my living room and noticed not only was I seeing auras (mainly around wood and my plants) but as soon as I looked at them, I could instantly feel them. The auras on the wood furniture and plants had a very fast vibrating aura and they were rainbow colors. Then my ex-husband arrived and I explain what was happening, he soon retreated to the kitchen quietly and just watched. I sat on the couch and looked at the wall in front of me and I noticed a pinpoint of blue light. The light grew bigger and bigger until it revealed a scene. I believe on the top in the background was an incredibly bright pink and on the bottom it was a vibrant orange, these were not like any colors I'd ever seen before they were brighter and I could feel them. In front of this backdrop were lit up bright blue human looking silhouettes. Not faces or detail but all lit up and just the shapes of a human body? As soon as the scene was in focus I began to hear cheering like at a pro football game or something. A large crowd of cheering and I knew instantly that I somehow knew them all and that they had been cheering for me every second of my life here. Then comes the part that was hardest for me to tell people for years. I was spoken to. Not audibly but it was more like inside of me and it was crystal clear! Because it wasn't verbal there was no way for miscommunication or misunderstanding it was a knowing. I without a doubt I felt this was "God". I remember in the beginning that a joked was cracked. I was absolutely shocked, never did I imagine that God had a sense of humor! It was the strongest most powerful voice and yet the most loving I had ever experienced. It was like no mistakes I had made in my life meant anything, I was loved UNCONDITIONALLY! It seemed that the conversation went on for a half an hour. I was told that I wouldn't remember most of it and I don't. The one message I walked away with was the one that I was meant to have from this experience and that was....that I am never alone! I just remember being told that I am never alone.  Afterwards I found my then husband sitting on the kitchen floor looking  like a deer in the headlights. He told me that while I was going through this experience that he saw a bright gold aura all around me. The next day I spiraled once again into a depression because I kept trying and trying to get back in that energy again. This life felt so painful and yet when I was there I experienced no pain, no discomfort whatsoever, it was the best I'd ever felt. You can go ahead and laugh at this but I was so desperate to get back there that I didn't care. I put on my tie-dyed shirt lit some incense and candle played some meditation music. I tried meditating my way back in. I tried focusing on the plants to see that beautiful rainbow aura. I knew that if I could just "feel" that fast vibration then I would be there. But no such luck, instead I had to face my painful life. As depressed as I was I checked myself into a psychiatric hospital for 4 days. I talked to no one while I was there. It was recommended that I journal. I did and for the first time in my life at 24yrs old as I was journaling all my painful childhood issues...I got angry.  Any other time in my life that I felt like I was mistreated, treated unfairly...I cried, but never showed anger till that point.  This brought me to really for the first time face my childhood  and recognize that there were a lot of people who could've helped but didn't. I went to my mother, father,my aunt and grandmother asking them all why? Why did you allow these things to happen to me to a child? Why didn't you help? I was learning for the first time that I am a person with value, feelings that were important and that I had a voice and needed to use it for all those years that I had to suppress my emotions and couldn't speak for myself. This was the beginning of my journey of self discovery and I will never forget that I am not alone in it! WE are never alone, we are never without love and support and guidance. It's just a matter of being able to tune into it. I believe this is an ability we all have and as we learn to love ourselves and raise our frequencies all will be revealed. It's always been there but we've been tuning in to the lower frequencies and if we love and believe in ourselves and reach for the higher frequencies we experience another reality one of truth and love.